A HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY...THE DAY I RECOGNIZED ME..DAY FOUR

The first thing that comes to mind when I think of my High School years is...SENIOR YEAR!!...This was the best year I ever had in school since the first grade...I blocked out a lot of my years in school..Maybe it's a Post Traumatic thing or maybe it is just a choice..Whatever it is I only think of my Senior year..I only talk about my Senior year...I only glance at picture of my Senior Year...The years before this year was HELL for me I learned a lot about myself and the strength I had within me to survive...I had been to a couple of fosters homes and even went back to try and live with my parents again for a couple of years...But the time away from them was more damaging then I thought for us all..I could not let go of the painful past and my father could not let go of fact that I ever ran away from home in the first place..We did not get along at all..We fought all the time..I hated him and he never said he was sorry for what he put me and our family though..even though he got off drugs and was trying hard to stay clean and working again..I could not let go...So the end of my ninth grade and tenth grade year I got in so much trouble it is a wonder I am not in jail or dead...My parents knew the only way to save me was to send me away again...so with that being said I was put in a Girls Alternative/Catholic School called Vista Maria and there I stayed for one and a half years...Since my first two years of school I basically failed in every subject accept History and Music...So they wanted to keep me in the tenth grade...But one of the Nun's saw something in me and she tested me..and to everyone's surprise I passed all of the test with flying colors...The test turned out to be college level lessons..I got all A's in them... Ms. Greenberg (my Angel Nun) took my scores to the head mistress and they all decide to promote me straight pass the eleventh grade straight into the 12th grade..HOT DAMN!!...Who knew...When they told me the news I was in a state of shocked because I really tried my hardest to not pass those Damn tests on purpose and it did not work..The Nun said to me God has another plan for you and it is time you start living by what he wants for your life...She said I love you..God loves you and we will never turn our back on you regardless how you try to sabotage it ..You have had a hard life in your short life...but now it is the time to turn that around...She said I scored the highest on my writing test and she had something for me..She laid on my bed a book.."The story of Emmett Till"..I looked at her like she was crazy..I passed my tests with all A's and you give me a Damn book with this horrible picture of a dead boy on it..She then said this book will change you..I want you to read it and then report back to me when your done...Once she left my room I looked at that book and threw it in my closet..This Bitch is crazy out of her mind I thought..A couple of days passed by and she did not mention the book and me either...I even forgot about that book..Until a week later it appeared on my bed again..I got really pissed and screamed in the hall way STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM!!..I threw the book back in the closet and slammed the door...That night I had the weirdest dream..I dreamed I was in a bedroom and that boy walked in my room with that Nun and they were just staring at me..Now this freaked me out so bad I ran out of my room and slept with my best friend for a week..I made her go in my room to get my clothes everyday..I finally told the Nun about my dream and she told me your guilt is getting to you..Read the book...I went back to me room and there was that book lying right where I left it in the closet..I started looking at the pictures first and the images of his decomposed body made me want to know what happen to him..Once I started reading that book..I could not put it down..I wanted to know so much more..so I stayed in the library on weekends trying to find more books on him and his mother...The research amazed me so much I was obsessed with wanting to know more...Once the Nun asked me about how the book was coming..I told her I am done and I want to read more on this subject of lynchings..Civil Rights..Black History..My History..All History...She took me to the main library downtown where I almost lost my mind...The old newspapers..The old files..the books..as we drove back to the dorm...she asked me what did you get out of this..I said I want to be more then what I am..I want to graduate and go to college..I want to learn more...know more..I asked her why did she pick that book for me to read and she said I knew you would be intrigued with his story..You seem to be very interested in History and I knew his story would wake you up...That woman still was weird to me..but I felt a connection with her...no one could reach me like she could with her weird tactics...I graduated that year with honors and as I left the Girls Home and School Campus for the last time..I knew that would not be my last time seeing that place again..And it wasn't I went back 10 years later as a mentor for the girls with a troubled past..The Nun that help me out of my shell and anger had passed away..But her spirit was with me the day I walked back on that Campus..it was like she embraced me as I walked though the gates and she was saying Welcome Home my dear I see you found your destiny..My life was never the same at that point..I proceeded to kill the old me and reinvent a new and it all started the year of 1987...But my journey to finding me was not quite there yet..but this was a start

THE MIDDLE..LET THE SHIT BEGIN...DAY THREE

It seems my elementary years was just the start of my BULLSHIT...being hungry and poor was nothing compared to the years that awaited me past the six grade...My first year in middle school..the middle..the middle..this was the year I finally got up enough nerve to leave my abusive environment and try and find me a better life so I ran away from home leaving behind the hurt..only to find more...I found something alright and it's name was not BETTER..The Middle is where my body started going though changes and I was not the only one that notice...it was not boys my own age..more like men..grown ass men old enough to be my grandfather (To this day I stll feel very uncomfortable around men over the age of 55 but at least I don't get nausea anymore)...From this point on I would never understand for a very long time why those things happen to me...All I know is the middle was the beginning of a whirlwind of BULLSHIT...And then came High School

IT'S ALL ELEMENTARY MY DEAR...DAY TWO

I don't have a first memory..I pretty much blocked a lot out of these years...Probably because this was the start of me waking up to a nightmare...The picture above is of me in the second grade and a class pic of one of my many schools...this is when I realized my family was really poor and the clothes I wore were not my own..but hand me downs from cousins that never let us forget where we got them and that we did not have anything...The meals I had at school were my first and second meals only some days...My mother worked two jobs and did not have time to do our hair every day so we wore braids all of the time..My father started using drugs hard and was unemployed...I did not have friends because we moved to a new house like every year...and the schools we did stay in I had to fight just about everybody in the school protecting my younger siblings from bullies and people teasing them because of their hair not being done or holes in our shoes or clothes..So yeah my elementary years was nothing I choose to try to remember...I only had one moment when I was in the fourth grade when I entered the talent show and my parents were so happy to find out I was the headliner of the show my mother bought me a new dress..shoes and got my hair done (YAY out of the braids for a minute)and that's when just for a quick moment everybody can see I had talent..I could sing and I was good..I had so many kids trying to be my friend after that...even started a little group on the playground..and then just when everything started to feel better at that school...we MOVED...

MY FIRST CHILDHOOD MEMORY..DAY ONE

This was one of the best memories for me as a child...I was three years old in this picture and that is my daddy looking like Superfly..LOL Me (Can you guess which one I am) and my cousin (My road dog back in the day) was his background theme music singers...LOL This was Easter Sunday over my grandmother' house on our way to church..Can you imagine my Daddy walking into church looking like "Bitch better have my money"...LOL...I love my Daddy more than anything at this moment...I was his little girl..Daddy's girl (before 5 other sisters came)right here this man was my whole world and he could sing too..sounded just like the lead singer of the Spinners...These were very good times for my family at this time and I will always cherish them like sunshine...before the Storm came in...

THE 30 DAY BLOG CHALLENGE

You can take the poster (the above pic) and place it on your blog for the first day...after that, you can be creative and use whatever picture relates to what it is you're blogging on that day. You can invite whomever and how many you please. Hopefully, we'll all visit one another and be a support system...reminding each other to write and share. Without further ado...here's the list of the days:
 #1- a day containing your earliest memory
#2-a day in elementary school
#3- a day in middle school
#4- a day in high school
#5- the day you first fell in love
#6- the day you first held a job
#7- the day you found your first best friend
#8- a day you realized what you wanted to do/be
#9- the day you discovered the Internet
#10- a day you'd rather forget
#11- a daydream you have often#12- a day you wish you could do differently#13- a Christmas Day memory#14- the day you hate to see coming#15- the day you graduated (choose any that you remember most)#16- the day of a child's birth (family or close friends apply)#17- a day where you helped someone in a big way#18- the last day of your first adult job#19- your favorite day of the week and why#20- the most memorable day of your childhood#21- the day you met your most recent/or last love#22- a day with the family you'll never forget#23- the day you turned 21#24- a memorable summer day#25- a day you're currently planning for#26- the day someone left and never came back (not death related)#27- a day in your life (explain an average day of yours)#28- the day you had your first fight. why?#29- what you were doing today#30-your proudest day to date#31- Bonus Day: Pick a day you haven't described and share

Peaches and Cream (The Final Chapter)

PRESS PLAY AND ENJOY....AS YOU LISTEN TO MY VOICE AS YOU READ I grab the rest of the Peaches and Cream as you lead me to the bedroom, once there I lay you down and sit the bowl of Peaches and Cream down not too far away from my reach. As I start to disrobe your beautiful body from that satin robe, I begin rubbing my hands up and down your chest, down your chest touching your nipples with the tips of my fingertips and slowly easing down past your nipples until I reach the tip of the dick and I start to rub and move my soft hands up and down and I feel you rise and rise and rise....I began kissing you from your inner thighs up until I reach the tip of the dick and I slowly lick and blow and lick and suck...ummm baby you taste so good....as your dick is still in my moist mouth I reach over and grab a hand full of Peaches and Cream and began to spread them all of your body. I start at your forehead, down to your eyes, your nose...ummm them lips (not yet)...move over and kiss your ears and lick and blow so softly and gently...ummm your body shivers and it turns me on more..I slowly move my tongue down your neck from the back all the way around to the front and down your Adam's until I reach that smooth chest of yours...Baby..Baby..you smell so damn good...at this time the cream is dripping from your nipples and I began to suck and lick it off until there is no more and move my tongue slowly down your tummy until I hit that deep navel of yours and this is where I stay and I play just for a moment, just for a second...then I move back up and kiss those arms...I clean your body up real good with my tongue not missing a single drop of those Peaches and Cream....turn over Daddy, I want you to feel this passion...I began licking the back of your neck down the line in your back, kissing and rubbing and licking you all of...you moan "Damn Girl...what are you doing to me"....just loving you baby...relax and just let it be...as I turn you back over I pay special attention to your dick as I lick that hard shaft up and down....I then lift your balls and start to kiss and blow and lick and suck so gently...you grab the covers and your body is shaking...hmmm my pussy is so wet right now...you beg me to give it to you...but oh no this is all for you Baby..I kiss and lick all around the tip of the head...faster...faster and then slide my wet mouth down..down..until you hit the back of my mouth...oh so moist and wet my mouth becomes as your dick goes deeper and deeper...ummmm Daddy fuck me...you grab my head and move your body up and down...my lips grasp your dick and slide with every movement....faster...slow..faster..slow..faster...fast..fast...ummmm...DAMN you scream as you begin to blow, your body is jerking and my mouth is holding on not to ever let you go.." Cum for me Baby..Cum for me Daddy..Give it to me DAMMNIT!!!...you hold my head tight as you spill every drop of your love, your sweet juices...runn down my lips, my chin...as I lick and suck every drop until my daddy is all cleaned......your body goes limp as you let out a sigh and a soft spoken "SHIT"......I pour some oils on my hands and rub your neck and body, your toes and you lay as you cannot and will not move...I help you over to your tummy and I rub your back with the warm oils...loving the way I am relaxing you...you grab my hand and ask me to lay with you...I slide in between you as you lay your head on my chest and I wrap my thick soft thighs around you, holding you, loving you as you fall into a deep sleep..I kiss your head and watch you sleep...when I am satisfied that you are at peace I fall quickely myself into sleep as we embrace each others naked bodies all night long. Ummmm...My great Orgasm, My Boo...Peaches and Cream..What a feast...GoodNight Sweetheart

Ummmm..PEACHES AND CREAM..pt. 2

 As I kneel down before my King with my nipples and breast exposed, I can hear you breathing as you know what is about to take place…Your leg trembles as I grab your hard ass dick and start to slowly massage up and down…slowly rubbing and stroking you ever so gently gliding up and down over the head of your thick dick, Mmmm you let out as I continue to stroke you...I have this urge this need to taste you so I lower my head down and touch the tip of your dick with my tongue you jump..but no I must hold back I put your dick in between my soft thick breasts and squeeze them tightly on that hard dick of yours and start to move my tits up and down..your moans turn me own as I slide my breasts faster and faster up and down your Dick..I whisper cum for me baby…I want you to release all of your love on to my nipples and watch me as I lick it off..The faster I glide your dick up and down more and more your breathing gets heavier and heavier you grip the covers as you scream I'm cumming baby all over those beautiful breasts of yours...Cum Baby...Cum..Bust that nut all over me....CUM...Your load is long and hard as it squirts everywhere, as promise I begin to lick and suck my nipples and every drop of your cum off my chest…Your body relax as I clean your dick with my tongue. I then tell you, Daddy this is only the start...I pull you to your feet as I grab your black silk robe off the edge of the bed and help you into it...I then lead you to the dining table where dinner awaits you...I have prepared a feast for my King, soft jazz is playing with the aroma of the Peach scented candles filling the air. I have prepared lobster, juicy porterhouse steak with grilled mushrooms, wild rice, and steamed string beans with buttery garlic rolls. After placing your plate before you I begin to put your napkin on you and then fed you the food with my fingers...as I sit and fed my king slowly I straddle those thighs of yours really close to me. As I feed you the succulent buttery lobster, licking any drip of butter from your chin with my kisses..you begin to grab me close and kiss me as you put the last piece of lobster in my mouth feeding me with your lips Mmmmm I began to feel chills run up my spine..Mmmmm Damn you are the shit Baby you whisper in my ear...As I finishing feeding you dinner I recite to you one of my sexy ass poems..as I get to the freaky part I can feel your dick pulsating between my legs. Once the main course is done..I kiss your lips and tell you I will be right back, I disappear into the kitchen only to reappear with bowl of peaches and cream. I place the bowl before you and slowly begin to undress in front you slowly giving you the strip tease you have been craving all night...Mmmmm LICK...as I place a large silver platter on the table to serve you the sweets I have, you grab my nightie and rip it off me and lift me off my feet and place me on the platter and stated I want YOU NOW!! I lay back as you start to arrange the peaches on my body and spread the cream on top...I don’t stop you because I want you just as bad…you began to lick me from my head to my breast where you stop to grab a peach along the way and place it on my very erect nipple you suck and lick until the peach and juices are gone…OH SHIT the feeling of your lips is driving me crazy... You grab my legs lift them high and kiss…suck and lick my thick shapely thighs...as you get to the middle you grab another peach and at that moment I say...I want you to put that peach in my kitty then eat…suck and lick me until you make me cream.....as you are licking and sucking my clit... I clasp my legs around your neck, using my ankles to pull you closer to my pussy...you grab my ass and lift me off the table and consume my sweetness even more into that juicy ass tongue of yours..you take your time licking and sucking every drop of the cream and peaches off of me. Then you stick your finger deep in my juicy ass hole as you suck that clit and my body begins to shiver as I hold on to the edge of the table...OH BABY I AM GOING TO CUMMMM!! I scream...you suck faster and harder never to let me go until you have reached your goal of taking me over the edge of no return. As you stick your fingers deep..deep..deep into me and suck my clit...you are moaning loudly my excitement has turned you on even more...it is like you cannot let go...OH SHIT...DAMN.. BABY, I AM CUMMMING...you lift for a second to say...CUM to Daddy baby....Cum right on my lips, I want to suck it right out of you.....I can't hold it any longer I grab your head and I explode all of your face..down your chin...and you begin to eat me even faster as you taste all of my love.....My body can’t stop trembling as you pull me off the table you hold me tight and tell me how you never want this moment to end... I then grab your hand and lead you into the bedroom and I look into your eyes and say "It's not over"......... (Too be cont.) Stay Tuned for the last and final chapter of Peaches and Cream